So, I usually don't let all this go on my blog, but today is just one of those days when I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. One of the biggest things on my mind today is my dad. His prostate cancer surgery is scheduled for next week, on the 21st. Yesterday, he had his checkup with his heart doctor, and they're not sure his heart can handle the surgery. Tomorrow he goes in for more tests, and they might end up doing open heart surgery, depending on what they find. It's very hard to focus on things at school when that's over my head.
Sometimes things build up in my life, and I just want to escape. That's what I feel today... like I just want to run away from my life. Ever feel like that?
Sorry for the downer blog entry. But sometimes writing things out helps me cope. Keep my dad in all of your prayers.